Sunday, October 28, 2007

General Catch-up

Hello out there to the world of Blogs.

I've been a bit busy as of late, with exams appearing close on the horizon and the extension of our house almost finished.

School-wise I have learned to loathe literature with an intense passion, so much so that I am replacing it with psychology next year. Apart from the fact I hate Ms Robert's I've come to realise that I'm only good at poetry analysis and I suck at everything else. It's kind of depressing because I thought I excelled at lit and then to realise that it's one of my worst subjects makes it horrible. I don't even like it. I don't care about it anymore. Although it has allowed me to discover an amazing poet, William Wordsworth. He was a romanticist and a nature poet and he is just a master of words. I'll put part of one of his poems at the end of the post.
Other than literature everything seems to be going well. I'm worried about my health 3/4 exam because there is just so much to remember. It's very daunting.

Ummm... I'm not really sure what else to write except that I cannot wait until summer holidays. I am planning to write and paint/draw until my heart is content. I really feel like I need it although I probably don't. Sorry for the shortness guys. I'll try and write a longer one soon.

The Prelude - Book One (Selected lines.

One summer evening (led by her) I found
A little boat tied to a willow tree
Within a rocky cave, its usual home.
Straight I unloosed her chain, and stepping in
Pushed from the shore. It was an act of stealth
And troubled pleasure, nor without the voice
Of mountain-echoes did my boat move on;
Leaving behind her still, on either side,
Small circles glittering idly in the moon,
Until they melted all into one track
Of sparkling light. But now, like one who rows,
Proud of his skill, to reach a chosen point
With an unswerving line, I fixed my view
Upon the summit of a craggy ridge,
The horizon's utmost boundary; far above
Was nothing but the stars and the grey sky.
She was an elfin pinnace; lustily
I dipped my oars into the silent lake,
And, as I rose upon the stroke, my boat
Went heaving through the water like a swan;
When, from behind that craggy steep till then
The horizon's bound, a huge peak, black and huge,
As if with voluntary power instinct,
Upreared its head. I struck and struck again,
And growing still in stature the grim shape
Towered up between me and the stars, and still,
For so it seemed, with purpose of its own
And measured motion like a living thing,
Strode after me. With trembling oars I turned,
And through the silent water stole my way
Back to the covert of the willow tree;
There in her mooring-place I left my bark,--
And through the meadows homeward went, in grave
And serious mood; but after I had seen
That spectacle, for many days, my brain
Worked with a dim and undetermined sense
Of unknown modes of being; o'er my thoughts
There hung a darkness, call it solitude
Or blank desertion. No familiar shapes
Remained, no pleasant images of trees,
Of sea or sky, no colours of green fields;
But huge and mighty forms, that do not live
Like living men, moved slowly through the mind
By day, and were a trouble to my dreams.

William Wordsworth.


Thank you and goodnight.

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Now playing: Plain White T's - Write You A Song
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Our generation is lost.

This will only be a short post.
Marty has once again inspired me. He tends to do that a lot.

The idea that our generation of teens is very superficial and take away things of meaning to the few of us who do not follow the trends of spelling words with only consonants or abbreviating a series of words into letters such as 'hru' or 'ily'. Marty was right in saying that the meaning of the word love has been so stretched and disfigured that nowadays it doesn't mean a lot to say to someone that you love them. I can admit I used to be like that and I am so glad that I have moved on and hopefully matured.

Low cut tops, short skirts and mini shorts are continuously in fashion no matter how hideous they can look. The more skin the better apparently, news to me. I used to think I had to dress like that to fit in and it disgusts me. Even though it may not be so obvious but there is always that subtle peer pressure to fit in and conform with the trends and unfortunately I wasn't as strong willed as I am now. Although I still get that twinge of wondering what I would be like if I had followed the path that the majority seems to follow. I know I wouldn't have met such great people, whom I am friends with now. I know many people who have gone with the pack but do not actually realise it would openly and naively deny it. I find it very sad that people need to dress like that to feel beautiful or get attention. If only they could open their eyes to see that a lot of people do care about personality and confidence. Oh well. They'll eventually figure it out and hopefully sooner rather than later.

Right now, I am craving Liam. I haven't seen him since last Tuesday and we have only been able to speak for 5 minutes on the phone once because he is in Sydney and out of range. It's driving me nuts.

-Sarah

Listening to: Red Rabbits - The Shins